In this deeply personal episode, Abby Lorenzen sits down with Brian as he courageously shares his story of participating in an abortion as a young man—and the years of hidden pain that followed. For decades, Brian carried guilt, shame, and the quiet belief that men weren’t allowed to grieve the children they lost.
What unfolds is an honest, vulnerable conversation about how abortion affected his relationships, decision-making, and identity… and how God later used unexpected people, a new relationship, and the ministry of Deeper Still to bring him to healing, forgiveness, and freedom.
Brian opens up about the moment he first realized the impact of his decision, how he finally allowed himself to grieve his child, and why post-abortion healing absolutely requires Christ at the center.
If you’ve ever wondered how abortion affects men—or if you or someone you love carries hidden hurt from the past—Brian’s testimony is a powerful reminder that God meets us where we are and that redemption is real.
